Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.
Ten minutes ago I remembered I had a hidden folder on my computer, in which I kept all the pictures I didn't want anyone to come across. Eager to reminisce I unhid the folder and started going through the pictures. And BAM! Up comes a picture of Jethro I'd saved off of Facebook back in January [yes I am a professional stalker].
In the picture he's simply standing in the snow with his hair's in his eyes and smiling into the camera in a way that's content, happy, and completely him.
And that's all it takes.
My heart skips a beat.
It's been so long since that happened that for a split second I didn't get what the hell happened. And then it hit and O SHIT! was all I could say while I quickly closed the window.
This is so not good. I can't go back to the way I was, totally completely in love. I'd thought I was over him. Apparently not.
The smart thing to do now would be to delete those pictures, delete him off msn, delete his texts, delete his number, delete these posts about him, DELETE EVERYTHING!
But do we ever do the smart thing?
Are you there God? Its me Aaron. Please please help me.
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