Updates

I've been seriously falling behind on my blogging. I blame it on Mom. The minute she sees me with either Brian or Taylor (laptop, cellphone) she vows to kill it. It was just today that I was at a seriously boring wedding (boring because we were super early at a Brown wedding, it got better two hours into the party) and so I excused myself, went to the washroom, and called a friend to kill time. 20 minutes later my Mom calls me and whispers furiously, "Where the hell are you? It's been 20 minutes! What are you doing in the washroom for so long?!" I hurried back to our table but she took one look at me, opened my purse, took out my cellphone, and turned it off. "That's the last time your bringing your phone to a party."
So now I'm forced to wait until she's preoccupied or asleep and then blog under my blanket where the light from my laptop can't be seen in the dark. It's hot under here.

Tomorrow's Ms. Wiseone's birthday. We're going out to dinner at Zanobia to celebrate. I seriously love that girl and though we've sorta been outta touch since April, she'll always be someone who's opinion and advice I will respect and take to heart. The woman has a brilliant head on her shoulders, a big heart, and she's a force to be reckoned with. I admire, love, and respect that about her, and I hope the next year brings her only joy and happiness and may all her hopes and dreams come true. Amen.

Another important announcement to make is regarding a post I'd written a couple days ago, which I didn't publish, but will now to make this announcement more logical. I've made a decision to cease all contact with Jethro. Yes I know I made such a big deal about finally getting back to civil conversation with him, but the thing is, I was losing it once more. Earlier I was only kidding about going back to IT but in reality it was really happening (eg the photograph). I can't seem to look at him simply as a friend, and I guess I will always want more. This in turn will always lead to so much shit which after these past 10 months I'm not willing to go through all over again.
So...I've come to probably the wisest decision I'll ever make and that is to cut off all ties. I've left the responsibility of explaining to Jethro why I've disappear (if he cares) to my Friendly Rhino, but other than that, this is it. I'm blocking and deleting him on msn and my phone (though it's pointless cuz I have his number memorized).
The only issue left would be what to do if he texts me, cuz I know he won't call, and my answer is that I'll just answer his question and add "sorry I can't really talk now". I don't want this to be a whole dramatic episode so I'm going to try to play it as laid back as possible which won't be easy. But then again I faded out of his life once. I can do it again.

Oh one final thing. I did wear the gladiator sandals again and they didn't bite!!! Hehehe!!!