a difficult time

why does this have to be so difficult. beegees just broke up and its eating him inside and i sit here hopelessly watching. i can't offer solace, i can't offer comfort, and i feel so helpless. seeing him so broken and so hurt. why why do bad things happen to good people. why do horrible people abuse the goodness in people? why why?? god i wish this wasn't so difficult. I wish this wasn't so hard for him and i sincerely wish I could make it all go away.
HAH!

i'm fucking one to talk. after what i did [people keep your iphones away from me if you have anything precious on them]. i don't deserve to offer comfort or give advice. i should shut up and mind my own business. but i can't when the friends i love are hurting. so i try. i try so hard and i fuck up. so now i'm gonna just sit here and let it eat away at me. and wait patiently and try to think of a way to make him happy.
i think its time to make a trip to the beach again. you can never come back from the beach angry or sad. o god please help him out. please make him feel better. he is a good person who doesn't deserve to be hurt. that bitch on the other hand...if you can make her miserable without making him miserable, i'm all for it.