Giraffe

So today I didn't my daily fix of Giraffe and I'm getting restless. I will be getting a hit tonight...if I'm lucky, which please God make me. So a couple nights ago, well lets say Saturday October 4th to be precise the world sorta kinda came crashing down when my darling Giraffe basically said yes dear I know u've got a crush on me, but I'm into smone else. At first I was just devastated. I was really deluding myself into thinking this guy was into me. But then barely after 12 hours, I got my act together (which btw I'm very impressed with, but then again I've known this guy what...3 weeks now??) and analyzed the situation. And this is my conclusion: there are two possible things that are happening here. Either 1) he doesn't realize what he wants, and he's telling himself he's into Ms. Contact-lens, and he's torn between a former crush who's warming up and someone new and fun and interesting (moi). Because honey he is showing all the sign of "o i'm into you". Or 2) he's a jerk. He's messing with my head because he's getting attention that his lady love isn't giving. I would love to say its scenerio uno, but honestly I don't know this person long enough or well enough to say 2 wouldn't happen at all. *sigh* regardless I'm in a lose-lose situation. Ms. Lady love is leaving by the end of the semester and a huge part of me is saying oooo lets be real good friends until then and then jump some bones in January. Then another part of me is going are u mental u stupid other part. The smart thing to do is play the game. Give a little, get a little, poor Giraffe doesn't even know he's being played. I'm sure because he's a "master of manipulation" he's doing some of his own game playing, but at the moment, so am I. Two can play the game.
Bah. Such drama. In all honesty I dont even know if I want a slightly immature, very good looking, hot, Giraffe for anything more than a friend. I mean except for the obvious exceptions I'm getting all that I want without the hassle of commitment or heartache. So why ask for more right? U know that actually makes sense. Hmm....I like that. Let see where this new revelation takes us.